Tiger-Moth
Then in the kitchen one July afternoon
you
come floating in bringing with you a host
of the old superstitions. Beautiful, double clothed,
red-gold
in flight, a tigerish zigzag
of cream and brown stripes when at rest,
you
alight on our cupboard. Totem. Amulet.
As exotic in your own way
as
the olm, the tetra, the aye-aye
with that tendency to meddle in the dark arts,
and
your leaning towards outlandish talents—
hissing at bats to befuddle them,
even
spraying them with your venom!
On our terrace you have left
the
nicotiana and foxgloves moth-sucked
and weeping, have lapped up their poisons
for your own toxic armoury.
Brave little juju. You make me feel lucky.
I know I must address you quickly
before I get caught up in that old dilemma:
am I a woman dreaming of a moth, or rather…
So here you have my question, mythmaker:
Have you any news of my father?